Today I am feeling okey which feels great to be honest! Love it!
Ever since I was just a kid I have been reciving messages from the other side through dreams, thoughts, feelings and sometimes through signs. But as off lately I have been hearing a lot of high pitched and powerfull voices whisper into my ear/spiritual ear. At first I thought I must have been sick and got some kind of schizofrenia or something, maybe I was going crazy. But as soon as I thought so I recived a feeling telling me to calm down and to not be afraid. Signs have shown me that it is really the angels talking to me, I am sure of it. Mostly they speak to me through signs, tarot/oracle cards, feelings or dreams but sometimes they send messages through pure voices or they just download the information into my head (I hear a really loud peeping voice… and sometime it hurts like h*ll).
Lately things have happened which makes me believe in the angels and mother mary even more.
Oh my… oh my… the ace of sword means that I will be learning something or some new ideas in the near future, It could also mean that I will be learning something new in the weekend cause I drew it as a card for this weekend. To be honest I do look forward for this card to happen and what it will learn me.
A friend of mine also told me that it could mean that I am moving from mental unclarity and uncertainty to mental clarity and certainty. I do think she is right. Because of the work I have come to realize that I am more powerful and stronger then I thought before. I have also come to realize that I am doing something good and that I am needed. This job have learned me a lot. I do feel that I got a better self confidence. Which for me means a lot!
Today I started to read Diana coopers A little light on the spiritual laws. I knew that it would be good cause I have been reading some of her books before and loved them BUT my god what a book. I love when the books makes me think how I am seeing on things and start to realize that I am right or I need to change something. This book made me think that I have already been working with the law of attraction and the law of resistance without even knowing it. Especially The law of attraction. Ever since I lost the internship in december I have allways thought that I one day would be hired. To be honest I prayed for it and recived the answer, that everything would be just fine and that I should trust them. In that second I argued and they just silenced me by saying “just trust us!” From that day I trusted that everything would be fine and I started to affirm that I would be hired and everything would be fine. When I started to distrust I stopped myself, took some deep breaths and affirmed that everything would be fine.
I have even started to live by the law of resistance, which means that u should not use the words “don´t” won´t and such words. For exemple if you think that you shall not be sick, you will be sick in last couple of days. Instead think like this “I am perfectly healthy”… Do not use the word NOT… You mind and body do not understand the word NOT..
When I was without work I tended to think “Oh Boy, I do not have any work” and this made me feeling bored, unwanted and miserable. This thought created many moments without work and it could take days before I had anything to do. Today i am sure it was the word NOT that made it a reality for me. Instead I could have thought “Oh boy, I have do have work to do” and I am sure that I would have seen that I indeed had something to do.
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Or you could read any book of Louise L hay or some books by Diana Cooper. Even Doreen virtue write about it in some of her books. You could also start and listen to Hayhouseradio
Oh my gods such emotional days I have had the last couple of days. Let me tell you this, I hate PMS…. I HATE PMS since I tend to be VERY EMOTIONAL…. my mood change every second and to be honest it scares the h*ll out of me.
So last night I sat down, sighed and asked the universe to help me with this, Immediately the virgin Mary showed up in the meditation, looked at me with her loving eyes, laid a deep blue coat around me and whispered “Take it easy, just breath”…. immediately without thinking I started to question what she told me and she just kept telling me “Take it easy, everything is just fine”. Just after that all my emotions just went down A LOT and I started to recive pictures telling me to drink enough water, go to bed earlier in the night and start to listen to my body. These feelings of panic and remorse where not dangerous. Maria just told me that everything is fine and I was not going to die in a long time.
She is just so lovely. She let me be afraid, sad and angry and just took the feelings away from me at the same time as she told me that I did not need to be afraid of them.
You may think that you should not work with Virgin Mary when you are witch. It may be so traditionally but to be honest I do not care about that cause for me she is very important and living.
This card is taken just a couple of days ago at the local chapel I tend to visit from time to time just to have some quiet time. Immediately when i entered the room I felt that I was not alone in there, So I took up the phone and just took a picture of the altar to post to Facebook. You can guess what happened when i saw the picture. The jaw dropped down to the floor and I started to shake. So to be sure I asked who was there with me and almost at that second I felt very calm and loved. Afterwards when looking at the picture I realized that I was seeing virgin Mary standing like a madonna statue inside the orb. So according to me and my intuitive feelings this is Virgin Mary.